Helena Jaksic

<body topmargin=0 leftmargin=0 marginheight=0 marginwidth=0> <table cellpadding=0 cellspacing=0 border=0><tr> <td valign="top" rowspan="2" width=210 BGCOLOR="#99CC99" TEXT="#080000" bgproperties="fixed" background="03f8dfc3.jpg"> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id165_m.htm#boys_boys_boys" TARGET="TRLX_Middle" TITLE="Helena Jaksic"><U><B>BOYS BOYS BOYS</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> <B>       </B><A HREF="id165_m.htm#my_soul_s_journey" TARGET="TRLX_Middle" TITLE="Helena Jaksic"><U><B>MY SOUL'S JOURNEY</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> <B>      </B><A HREF="id165_m.htm#waking_the_witch" TARGET="TRLX_Middle" TITLE="Helena Jaksic"><U><B>WAKING THE WITCH</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> <B>   </B><A HREF="id165_m.htm#lost_soul" TARGET="TRLX_Middle" TITLE="Helena Jaksic"><U><B>   LOST SOUL</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> <B>     </B><A HREF="id165_m.htm#surrender" TARGET="TRLX_Middle" TITLE="Helena Jaksic"><U><B>SURRENDER</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> <B>     </B><A HREF="id165_m.htm#out_of_the_darkness_into_the_light" TARGET="TRLX_Middle" TITLE="Helena Jaksic"><U><B>OUT OF THE DARKNESS         INTO THE LIGHT</B></U></A></div> <bR> <bR> <bR> </td> <td valign="top" colspan=2 height=82 BGCOLOR="#CCCC99" TEXT="#080000" bgproperties="fixed" background="0408dfe1esnpes.jpg"> <div> <FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Arial" ><B>Warp Experience</B></FONT><B>     |     </B><A HREF="index.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Warp Experience"><U><B>home</B></U></A><B>    </B></div> <div> </div> </td> </tr><tr> <td valign="top" height=398 colspan=2 BGCOLOR="#CCCC99" TEXT="#080000" bgproperties="fixed" background="0408dfc3.jpg"> <div> <I><IMG SRC="1d316260.png" border=0 width="278" height="294" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0">  Helena Jaksic</I></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <I> <A NAME="boys_boys_boys"><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="1x1.gif" HEIGHT="1" ALIGN="bottom" WIDTH="1" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0" ></A></I><I>BOYS, BOYS, BOYS</I></div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> <B>We can make this quick.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>And we can make this easy.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Just so you know</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>It's gonna be sleazy.</B></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B>Sexual delinquent</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>`Tis what I am.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I do these things</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Because I can.</B></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B>I love to entice</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Seduce and shock</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>And see how the boys</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Around me flock.</B></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B>Who shall I be?</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Who shall I choose?</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Which fine young man</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>To be my muse?</B></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B>I like them pretty.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I like them rough.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Quite frankly</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I can't get enough.</B></div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> <B>June 2004</B></div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> <B> <A NAME="my_soul_s_journey"><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="1x1.gif" HEIGHT="1" ALIGN="bottom" WIDTH="1" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0" ></A></B></div> <div> <B>MY SOUL'S JOURNEY</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Hmmm...</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I thought it would be easy</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I thought it would be fun</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Now I'm begining to wonder</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>What the fuck have I done!?</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>"Bring on the good stuff!"</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I hollered outside</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Expecting to go</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>On one hell of a ride.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>"Yes I'm ready for it all"</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>And I truly thought I was</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Never expecting</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Life's double cross.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Asking for love</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I got pain pain PAIN</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Whilst searching for pleasure</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Drove me insane.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>But I've stopped expecting</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>My path's an easy ride.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I am so blessed for feeling</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Alive alive ALIVE</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>April 2004</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <div> <B> <A NAME="waking_the_witch"><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="1x1.gif" HEIGHT="1" ALIGN="bottom" WIDTH="1" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0" ></A></B></div> <div> <B>WAKING THE WITCH</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Like a snake she needs a charmer</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>To wake her from her lull.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>The charmer must entice her.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Nothing about him can be dull.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Once her spirit is awakened</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>He’ll get locked inside her trance</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Be utterly seduced</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Through her hypnotic dance.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Then she calls upon her spirits</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>To come and set her free</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Sprinkling magic in the air</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>"O come and play with me."</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Then as she prowls she rises</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Like a feral cat</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Sniffing around in darkness</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>For the best attack.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Where has she gone,this creature</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Who lived inside my veins?</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Dormant, she's still there waiting</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>To come alive again.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>June 2004</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> <A NAME="lost_soul"><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="1x1.gif" HEIGHT="1" ALIGN="bottom" WIDTH="1" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0" ></A></B><B>LOST SOUL</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I need some help</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I've lost my way.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Don't know what to do</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Don't know what to say.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>These choices before me</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>All seem bleak.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>None of them reaching</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>The depths I seek</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I'm not sure what it is</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>That life must show me</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>To make me see light</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>To make me feel free</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I see no way forward.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I see no way out.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I'm trapped in this feeling</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>And too scared to shout</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>A heavy burden weighs down my soul</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I've left something crucial behind.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I keep scouring the depths of my past</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I’m losing faith in my mind.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>What used to give me solace</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>What used to be fun</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Now has the feel</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Of a doom laden drum.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I need something different</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>But I don't know what?</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I keep listening to fear</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Which I know I must stop.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Do I know anything else</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>but fear clutching my heart?</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Got to start a brand new journey.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Need a Divine kick start.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Give me the strength</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Make me feel whole.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Send me an angel</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>To carry my soul.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>September 2004 </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> <A NAME="surrender"><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="1x1.gif" HEIGHT="1" ALIGN="bottom" WIDTH="1" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0" ></A></B><B>SURRENDER</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I was blind</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>You gave me vision.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I was deaf</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>But now…</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I listen.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Paralysed and numb</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>You taught me how to feel.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Inside despair you gave me hope</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>So that I could heal.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>O kind, beautiful, graceful world</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Vibrating through my body whole</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Your energy fills my grateful soul</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Beyond all doubt, this is home.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>May 2004 </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>  </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> <A NAME="out_of_the_darkness_into_the_light"><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="1x1.gif" HEIGHT="1" ALIGN="bottom" WIDTH="1" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0" ></A></B><B>OUT OF THE DARKNESS INTO THE LIGHT</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Is it true?</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Could I be dreaming?</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Is the world</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Really gleaming?</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Dare I step out</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Into this light?</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Or will eternity</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Be too bright?</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>It's clear fear is baggage</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I've got to shed.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>It weighs me down</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Like loads of lead.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>The winds of change</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Have crossed my path</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I’m graced again</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I again can laugh</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I'm opening the door</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>To a life that's true.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Fear’s left its scars.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>I've paid my dues.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B> </B></div> <bR> <div> <B>September 2004</B></div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> </td> </tr></table></body>